Truth

I guess the you can say that the truth hurts a tiny bit. My friend told me that me and her, truthfully have very little in common. She is in another world compared to me, how would she could she ever show me to her friends. All things said and done, I guess that we are still good friends but in terms of a relationship I do not think it can happen. Well, I cannot say it will NEVER be able to happen, but at the moment it will not be possible.

From this experience I took away the fact that I am far too shy a person. However, my shyness is situational because around my friends whom I feel comfortable with I am not shy at all. Probably even one of the loudest and enthusiastic. But around girls whom I am NOT used to, is like I try to ignore them because deep inside I know I cannot handle the pressure of talking to her, such that making her go away would solve my problems. NO, that is not how it is supposed to be! In my time at the moment, it is supposed to be a time where we connect with many many people!

I think I will get a job where I can talk with more people and build up my confidence because only then can I meet a girl that I like, and actually be able to show her my feelings.